laurafish919 - November 10th, 2005

I don't know how it's possible but I think i hate Michelle's replacement more than Michelle...but she did send an email to Robin today saying she is in no condition to leave her home. Very funny. I think she expected pity--instead we laughed. Maybe this will be good for her. Maybe she'll be forced to find a way to be happy or something...our new guy "armand" talks way too fucking much and does all this weird shit. no one else seems to dislike him. I'm keeping quiet about it and he does seem to be a good worker. He is doing greencards anyways, so its not like i have to work with him. i just hate the know-it-all, patronizing moron types--and he's a slow talker. he's the type that when you say something he always says things like "that's not it, ill tell you what it is"--like he has this permanent precursor to tell you EVERYTHING you say is wrong. even if i say something like "i'm hungry" he'll say "well actually, in most cases, people who think they are hungry are just thirsty." i can't even respond anymore. I just turn around and send an email to nikole/anita/cheryl about what a fucking motherfucker he is. oh and by the way, those girls hate christmas! what's with the world these days? where's the joy? It is Christmas Carol season! THE HAPPIEST TIME OF THE YEAR. i'm all about 100.3.

So any suggestions on how to write a personal statement? and i seriously want answers! no one ever tells me anything...

I'm feeling so disenchanted...

for the next month or so, i'm going to try very hard to not commit myself to any events. I am so tired of never having a night to do what I feel like doing...This weekend i'm not going to Bert's thanksgiving thing. I did hear rumor of my darling little amber coming to Michigan--and I'll definitely be up for seeing her but we'll see what happens...I want to see my mom and watch christmas movies with Kristen. and other than that--alllll law school, running, working out, and lounging.

Certain things in my sight are making me happy right now.
1. Lemon Meringue lotion stuff that i just remembered I bought on my dresser.
2. pearl earrings that are sitting next to the lotion--i never go for earrings that simple but now that I did, i LOVE them. sometimes subtle is good!
3. Cherry wine container that i filled with candles. the cherries are perfect.
4. Penguin in the soy sauce dish. Anca made it and Justin has tried to bite the head off for years...
5. big brown shawl sweater thing I bought in boston that isnt even comfortable but i adore it even though i never wear it--since it's uncomfortable and impractical.

Certain things are making me very UNhappy as well:
1. broken boots that I have to fix or replace...both options are a hassle and expensive. those boots were so perfect...(my sister bought them for me)
2. weights that are reminding me that i've eaten pizza and ice cream for two days and havent done any exercise
3. Nicks ugly Pumas because they are ugly
4. lamp on bedside stand that doesnt fit with my laptop so it is always falling off...very irritating.

I'm going to go watch mindless t.v. -maybe ill smell the lemon meringue lotion first.

six more days until anca comes home!!