laurafish919 - November 6th, 2005

Went to Chicago this weekend--

that was good

Thursday night was VERY weird. and i shall not elaborate on what happened and what I did...but I feel eased and sort of pleased at the outcome...
I do want to say that certain critics should shut up because they are OBVIOUSLY not considering how many times things have happened much worse that i did NOT react to. i guess everyone is STUPIDER than me.

Friday, we left early for Chicago--shopping and food, drinks and fun...
but i was feeling pressured thinking about what i'm going to do with my life. a decision will be made eventually!

i got a call from Cindy midday--they fired Michelle at work. I can't believe they did it. I don't even really feel bad since she is so mean.

I had a very nice run around the Navy Pier and then way down some street near the Magnificant Mile aroound 630 am saturday morning. a dog actually chased me. I was listening to loud music--i think it was B Boys Fly Girls--i forget what band. I remember hearing that song in Romania...anyways, so then i heard this crazy jangle and finally turned around--a dog on a leash was chasing me, the owner was chasing the dog. and some bellhop/doorman guy (it was right in front of a hotel) was sort of running after the owner guy yelling something...

We went to the culinary school open house for Kristen--but i dont want to think about my future or anyone elses!

Saturday night Kristen and i dressed like sluts and went out and did exactly what i had hoped. We're both probably pregnant.
or maybe i just ended up eating too much chocolate!

so some fucking whore thinks she can get nick...i HOPE i meet her! i'm feeling quite possessive. I am torn always though--i completely understand a certain amount of flirting -- who doesn't love flirting? sometimes i avoid telling people i have a boyfriend because i dont know, it's like you want to keep your options open or you want to see what you COULD have had or it just feels good? i don't know... and i think i understand this very much and i understand porno and all that shit...but this leads of course to what i think about where nick is at his life...
there is a point you give up GIVING IN to temptation or experimentation because you chose a different way of life-you develop different goals and the path to achieve those goals eliminates silly drama like affairs/random sex/certain types of relationships...you never stop noticing other people or give up the feel-good feeling of flirting and the such...
i dont know

but i dont like this fucking whore who likes nick!
nick made me happy thursday night and tonight...we had a good reunion --he decided we should stop "casual touching" which would aid in assuring excellent sex more often--no touching for three days would lead to a heightened awareness of each other when we DO touch.

Nick thinks it will be Jin who dies in Lost. He wanted me to post this. he was also disappointed in the lack of response for his "witty" entry a few days ago.
today when i came home, he coudlnt help me with my bags or greet me because he was WATCHING some video game.

ten days until Anca comes home. I think i love her more than ever right now. I respect my ancagoat.

well i'm done with this. I think i've been writing super long entries lately because i keep opening the laptop intending on doing law school stuff. Instead, i check out facebook, away messages, livejournals, cnn.com, and fitness webpages.

goodnight and goodluck!

p.s..

A riddle for all to enjoy!!

"the maker does not use it...
the buyer does not want it...
the user does not see it..."

What is it?

don't answer Kristen or i'll fucking kill you and release smallpox on the Bubba. (get it? smallpox? babies?)