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Anger with people who think they are special. NONE OF US ARE SPECIAL!
Jun. 5th, 2005 | 10:04 pm
Some people are so ridiculously selfish and stupid -- if you don't want to be considered an evil person, than you BREAK UP with someone when you and that someone are not "at the same place." fucking assholes.
It seriously seems the only way to survive life without being hurt all the time is to BE the asshole. I know i'm hurt far less now that i'm more selfish. but that isn't good!
My sister moved out. It is depressing already living here--I like my parents a lot--They amuse me, they have never tried to restrict me in an unrealistic way--but i want to move out for the same old reasons everyone does. I can't wait much longer. I think Nick and I are moving out in August when his lease with Joe is up. So finally, i'll get to live with Dallas--i think the slight hostility between me and that cat will increase to an exciting degree.
Its probably stupid to live with Nick--but maybe we'll finally start to hate each other so much that we'll break up sooner than if we did NOT live together, therefore buying me more years away from the Nick badness. Basically, I just think it will be the cheapest to move out with him since he gives me what i want most of the time, we can split the price of a one bedroom, i don't mind him eating my food (except if its my macaroni grill leftovers and we're staying with Amy Yu in Ann Arbor.) --I also think we would get along far better if we had our own shit around--
the rain tonight was nice. Nick and i went out to dinner and then with the rain, i decided to leave my high heeled sandals in the car when we ran into blockbusters afterwards--I found it very funny that Nick had a problem with that, but he is perfectly fine with jumping on stage at concerts (which he did again this weekend at the Black Keys in Toledo) or carrying that stupid Faygo Creme Soda bottle across stage at graduation `
I'm going to eat a cookie and play with my beads and watch some Showtime series we rented now.
It seriously seems the only way to survive life without being hurt all the time is to BE the asshole. I know i'm hurt far less now that i'm more selfish. but that isn't good!
My sister moved out. It is depressing already living here--I like my parents a lot--They amuse me, they have never tried to restrict me in an unrealistic way--but i want to move out for the same old reasons everyone does. I can't wait much longer. I think Nick and I are moving out in August when his lease with Joe is up. So finally, i'll get to live with Dallas--i think the slight hostility between me and that cat will increase to an exciting degree.
Its probably stupid to live with Nick--but maybe we'll finally start to hate each other so much that we'll break up sooner than if we did NOT live together, therefore buying me more years away from the Nick badness. Basically, I just think it will be the cheapest to move out with him since he gives me what i want most of the time, we can split the price of a one bedroom, i don't mind him eating my food (except if its my macaroni grill leftovers and we're staying with Amy Yu in Ann Arbor.) --I also think we would get along far better if we had our own shit around--
the rain tonight was nice. Nick and i went out to dinner and then with the rain, i decided to leave my high heeled sandals in the car when we ran into blockbusters afterwards--I found it very funny that Nick had a problem with that, but he is perfectly fine with jumping on stage at concerts (which he did again this weekend at the Black Keys in Toledo) or carrying that stupid Faygo Creme Soda bottle across stage at graduation `
I'm going to eat a cookie and play with my beads and watch some Showtime series we rented now.