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nightimes pass
May. 23rd, 2005 | 09:41 pm
i'm happy right now.
I was thinking of something Joe Zuziak said to me--about how can i ever be at peace with myself if i'm constantly analyzing at what state of peace i'm currently at. its very true! the analysis alone is exhausting.
Nikole and I just worked out and even though I had a rough time I feel unsick now and very happy to have gone.
Nick called me just now and had this pathetic little voice saying "i just called to let you know i don't feel good at all." it was SO CUTE. He said it in a way that made me think he expected me to have more of a response than one would. So then i asked him if he wanted me to come over and he started saying he knows gas prices are high but he'd like it or something. I think he has been drinking TheraFlu nonstop so i doubt he's mentally stable right now. I don't think he's ever been concerned with my gas tank before.
I actually sort of wanted to stay home tonight--I'm feeling motivated and lively so I'd probably get some stuff done. oh well. Instead Nick and I will watch t.v and fall asleep on the couch.
I think about Shelley Zuziak a lot. I finally emailed her today. She was just so confident and cute and I loved her affirmations and decisions. It's funny how often i think about someone i never talk to.
I was thinking of something Joe Zuziak said to me--about how can i ever be at peace with myself if i'm constantly analyzing at what state of peace i'm currently at. its very true! the analysis alone is exhausting.
Nikole and I just worked out and even though I had a rough time I feel unsick now and very happy to have gone.
Nick called me just now and had this pathetic little voice saying "i just called to let you know i don't feel good at all." it was SO CUTE. He said it in a way that made me think he expected me to have more of a response than one would. So then i asked him if he wanted me to come over and he started saying he knows gas prices are high but he'd like it or something. I think he has been drinking TheraFlu nonstop so i doubt he's mentally stable right now. I don't think he's ever been concerned with my gas tank before.
I actually sort of wanted to stay home tonight--I'm feeling motivated and lively so I'd probably get some stuff done. oh well. Instead Nick and I will watch t.v and fall asleep on the couch.
I think about Shelley Zuziak a lot. I finally emailed her today. She was just so confident and cute and I loved her affirmations and decisions. It's funny how often i think about someone i never talk to.