laurafish919 - May 7th, 2005

Today was graduation day 1. I was wide awake by 730 of course--and i had to scream at everyone to get ready. i guess no one cared about Justin's graduation but ME--and justin doesn't even like me! Kristen said I reminded her of her mom--because her and poofa were sleeping in the basement and i kept knocking on the door and yelling from upstairs "kristen! Poofa! you better be getting ready...are you up YET?!" Nicky looked very dashing in his plaid pants, striped tie, pink shirt, wrist band, and green golfers sports coat. The graduation was of course boring. We left after seeing Justin walk across the stage. I went running when we got back for 65 minutes. It was very nice--I found some winding, dark street called Hidden Lake and so i went looking to see if there actually was a hidden lake and there was! When i got back, the house was filled with Justins family and we all went to Crunchys. I love Crunchys because it means being drunk before 5 pm always. We played flip cups and took shots with Justin's uncle and aunt and the rest of them. Nikole had a very cute purse that matched her earrings and i was jealous. I have never been able to be compact and organized in a tiny purse--amy yu is very good at that. and alissa. i suppose i'll have to accept the fact that i suck and move on with my life, excelling in other things like old school Tetris which i GUARANTEE i would beat Kristen at. I like hanging out with Kristen when Poofa is around because he agrees with me on her never-ending sicknesses and her ANNOYING habit of wanting to order these elaborate meals and appetizers and then eating 3 bites. I've never met anyone who talks about food so much and then can't eat a tenth of her food. Maybe Amanda before Joe Zuziak and i transformed her.
So then Kristen and I sat on the dirty swinging bench and watched Ricker, Justin, Poofa and Nick play basketball. They are such silly, stupid boys but i feel such tenderness for them, even after the years of their lies and torment. Like when they all made up this story that Poofa's boston girlfriend was pregnant. bah. assholes.
Anyways so then i fell asleep on Rickers bed and woke up next to a giant plastic Nutcracker man. Jennifer Garner is pregnant. exciting.
I just had one of those annoying thought-provoking conversations with Anca. SHe is like my sister--she has learned to outsmart me so well. She makes me feel special and that manipulates me into doing what she wants. I really don't know why i'm postponing starting my life. I have potential! anca told me so! Does anyone want to donate some dollars to my Vist-Anca-in-Boston fund? I went in January but i want to go when its warm outside. jaaoiudd! Poofa and Kristen and Ricker are whining for me to come out there--I'm sure they just want me to get them beers or something. I am not a door mat! I always miss my mom and dad when i drink. I call, but they never want to chat! I love talking to my mom on the phone when i slowly hear the t.v. volume go up in the background and she does a lot of "hmm"ing and "uh-huh"ing. Okay goodbye for now. The cool thing to do is have sex in Rickers bed. I'm going to eat Georgios tonight and I'll be happy. I heard Kristen tell her mom on the phone today "Laura's been eating chocolate nonstop--since last night." I don't know what comes over me. I found this big bag of those chocolate whoppers and i just can't stop!