laurafish919 - May 6th, 2005

I'm sitting in Ricker's room drinking my pathetic version of a sloe gin fizz. This drink has been romanticized to me from that Loretta Lynn/Jack White duet "Portland Oregon." ... "Sloe gin fizz works mighty fast when you drink it by the pitcher and not by the glass..." so i finally bought some sloe gin and sprite and lemon juice but no...not good. Since we arrived at MSU, i have eaten like 20 of those chocolate whopper easter eggs, a big marshmellow chocolate egg, jellybeans, reeces puffs, frosted flakes, AND rickers left over Coldstone ice cream--oh and half a hot dog. i feel sick. The guys are playing Mario Kart and drinking Steel Reserves and i'm bored--just like college!
It was nice having a day off. I cleaned my room and ran and did laundry.
err nick bought this stupid stupid STUPID baseball thing on espn.com where he can watch any baseball game in America anytime he wants--something like that. So every friggin second of the day he is playing baseball and he doesnt even really LIKE baseball! he decided the Padres are his world and now i have to suffer the consequences. Every three seconds he screams at me to tell him the score.
So this is sort of like my graduation weekend too. When i graduated, all these guys had another year so college wasn't completely over for me quite yet. But now that all the boys are finished--my final grip has ceased. I had a nice experience with college. Part I dedicated to my obsession with Joe Zuziak-and so many nice memories there...Meeting Nuv and getting kicked out of that goddamn Nadler class..the snow anatomy night...the original Mario Kart tournament...nights at Justin's old house in the summer...those parties Nick provided at that condo complex...the cute club...the paint store...I will always remember the 2002 Winter Olympics so fondly. I was doing very well in my classes, very organized--hung out with Amanda and Joe all the time--and the rest of the guys too sometimes...Joe and i would watch Seinfeld, eat at the Brody Caf--watch Seinfeld again--i'd do homework or something would be going on--then we'd fall asleep watching the Olympics. Justin used to like to be my friend--then i ruined that. Then the Nick era began and the Joe era ended--the drama increased ten fold. With Joe, I had to create a lot of the problems--Nick gave me actual things to be upset about. Well before I go on and on and on about my memories, I'll drop this topic until I'm really in the mood and cannot resist a reminiscent entry. I wish I didn't fuck things up with Joe Nabozny. I wish I could relive that summer where Anca lived with me and not waste my time being such a moron. I wish I spent more time at home all those years--i had my wonderful adorable roommate ambree! Jenny Seba ran away and got married. Amy Yu is loyal. my foot hurts. and i am still recovering from the overload of candy. Jennie sat with me in that courtyard when i was crying over Joe...The MIP/Nick-kissed-me night...Jake Zadny nights at CHandler Crossing--Beaners with those boys when Jake began dating Sarah, we'd read her letters. The first week after finding out about Nick cheating on me--Laura and Amber leaving that voicemail singing that Oh Happy Day song...


NICK NEEDS THE COMPUTER TO CHECK ON THE FUCKING PADRES.